i can't get you out of my head.

Vegas is dominating my thoughts. i think i'm just really wanting to ditch this crummy little town and go somewhere else. though i usually go to Vegas in May, i'm thinking of waiting until August this year even though it will be a scorching 500 billion degrees. b.h. and i usually travel in herds so i'm sure part of the decision will be based on when other people can also go. if we wait until August, i need to find a place to visit now. i have that feeling deep down inside. it's a mixture of fear and loathing in Lubbock and the jitters from all the caffeine i've consumed today. i know i'll be in Austin in about a month in a half, and i don't think i'm ever happier than when i'm in Austin. but, quite honestly, a month and a half feels like six months and three halves when you're going to school and working all the live long day. i've hung up a picturesque Cancun banner in my Dilbert cubicle, and i'm thinking of adding a hammock and some Mai Tais. something tells me it just won't be the same, though.