personal crisis

yesterday, after i finished attending all my classes, i was relieved because i felt that i would survive the semester. i'm taking some difficult upper level courses, but it didn't seem like more than i could handle. quite frankly, i've had worse, i think. but this morning i woke up with an oppressive feeling that i just can't do this for another year. i work a lot of hours, and i just don't have the strength to keep up with such a demanding school load. i'm actually considering cutting back to part time and just taking an extra semester to finish. honestly, i think i feel this way because i haven't slept in a few days. i keep tossing and turning and waking up feeling like i didn't sleep at all. i might be a little hormonal, too. i'm going to take the weekend to do some deep contemplation and talk it over with Bitter Half. i'll keep everyone posted.