curled in the fetal position

i plan to curl myself into the fetal position on my bed and watch daytime TV until, well, it's time for primetime TV. it's difficult to find inner strength when you have given all you have and still have not made progress in your own personal war. (although, i know that sometimes it only seems no progress has been made.) it's time to call in the big guns. for those of you who don't know my personal situation, i will elaborate more later. it's pretty much damn near impossible to type when you're lying shrimp-like in front of the television.