still tired

this weekend took its toll on me. i feel exhausted, and i'm not even the one who had the baby! being in the hospital really bites. they suck all the naturalness out of the birthing process and fill it up with procedures, policies, and paranoia. when they finally released G.D. and the baby, we ran out of there as fast as we could and didn't look back.

i've been helping G.D. with her other kids so she could ease back into her hectic life. i love playing mom. her kids plus the new baby just reinforce the feeling that i'm ready for that stage in my life. of course i'm not rushing into anything. just mulling things over in my head while i let the kids pick dinner. (Spaghetti-Os and Oscar Mayer Little Smokies) so who knows. maybe i'll have my own soon.